September 2010
18 posts
titles
what is the use of titles?
just because he’s not “my boyfriend”, does that make him less into me?
should my confidence drop due to the need of a stupid name?
we act like a couple so we should be a couple?
with any other guy, i’d think this is bullshit.
i’d pass on his sleezy ways and tell him to learn to commit.
but with him, i see the other side to it.
...
leaving tomorrow.
pretty pumped.
gad he’s back but wish i wasn’t his damn yo yo.
just about ready to move off campus.
watching grey anatomy.
got new tailored sportmans for under 100 dollars new. and monogramed saddle pads!
love life! :]]
you eat, you're fat. you don't eat, you're a...
I’d like to reblog this with optimism.
“you eat, you’re fat. you don’t eat, you’re a freak. you drink, you’re an alcoholic. you don’t drink, you’re a pussy. you read, you’re a nerd. you don’t read, you’re stupid. you tell a secret, you’re an attention seeker. you don’t tell a secret, you’re still attention...
dorm life?!
hell no.
i liked it.
like my roomie
like my room… within reason.
however….. BLACK FUCKING MOLD!
Hell no. Molly doesn’t want to die…
Well, I do actually. That’s another story I guess. :/
but yeah sooo.
GETTING AN APARTMENT POSSIBLY! :]]
so Beezie and Sadie get to live with me! :]] (my beagle and fluffy cat)
I’m gonna be so much happier!
My OWN...
Cross the line if you wish you could be in his...
cross the line if you just want to be loved.
Cross the line if you have been screwed over by...
Cross the line if you miss someone, but they don't...
think.
Is it possible that some people aren’t cut out for happiness? Some may just fake a smile and when people ask you, “How are you?” You say “I’m good!”, Only to hide how much you’re hurting inside. re the “Happy” moments in life enough to make up for all this sadness you acquire? And this lack of happiness in your life leads on as a distraction....
i wish he’d be my perfectly adequate tom,
i wish he’d make my life easier,
i wish i didn’t feel hopeless all the time.
worked out again today. im rather proud. and also rather sore. :]
no pain, no gain.
working at 7 am on a saturday… yahhhh trick!!!
riding tomorrow. michael page clinic soon. i reallyyy hope we’re ready! :]
oh and…. havent talked to that someone in a while… :/ eff.
chicken...
why must i be such a wimp.
like for lack of better words… big freaking child.
i know a lot. ive done a lot.
i know i like him.
i know i LOVE him…
why is this so hard for me…
rules. freaking rules!
why cant i let go and have fun?
and i knew he couldn't resist
welcome back dear <33
college life, so far...
so far school is decent.
classes aren’t awful. i have this crazy biology teacher that talked about how sex makes you live a shorter life… i certainly doubt that! lol.
making friends. theres a couple of cool girls in my class. we had a hall meeting the other night so i met people there. my roomie is really chill.
my bedroom is cute. however i have to leap to get on my bed....
